i don't know why... but this day came back to haunt me today.
out. of. the. blue.
no diet coke. no scoop from the boss. i'm fending for myself so far. i did get an ideally timed phone call from jen, however... she always knows when.
if you read the comments from that day, i am advised to buy a cardigan as a part of the healing process. thankfully, that was already included in today's schedule.
and, just for good measure, i re-read corrina's guest blogpost.
and, again, i claim that any emotional complications i may be experiencing are severely compounded by the cancer adventure. the truth of the matter is, cancer sucks. it's not fun. it removes all dignity from a woman. and i shutter at the thought that my mom emotionally kicks and screams her way to radiation treatment every day {e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y}. i tell her she's brave, and she tells me she hates it and has no choice. instead of feeling better, it makes her feel worse. right about now, everything about cancer sucks.
out. of. the. blue.
no diet coke. no scoop from the boss. i'm fending for myself so far. i did get an ideally timed phone call from jen, however... she always knows when.
if you read the comments from that day, i am advised to buy a cardigan as a part of the healing process. thankfully, that was already included in today's schedule.
and, just for good measure, i re-read corrina's guest blogpost.
and, again, i claim that any emotional complications i may be experiencing are severely compounded by the cancer adventure. the truth of the matter is, cancer sucks. it's not fun. it removes all dignity from a woman. and i shutter at the thought that my mom emotionally kicks and screams her way to radiation treatment every day {e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y}. i tell her she's brave, and she tells me she hates it and has no choice. instead of feeling better, it makes her feel worse. right about now, everything about cancer sucks.
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