*SIGH*

my thoughts exactly linds....

i haven't had my first "going back" cry yet...and i know that this being my second year in vietnam, things will be much easier. but that doesn't make LEAVING any easier. and i really am looking forward to the adventures to come and to seeing those familiar smiling faces that got me through last year but i miss so much being away. good or bad...i miss those little, everyday things...and i wonder...

by this time next year, what if fynn and makai don't recognize "auntie emawee"? what if? what if? what if??? where?? will they?? i wonder...

i have been avoiding my blog. i guess because as time passes and it gets closer to the time that i have to leave, i don't want to sound negative. i have had a great summer and i know i'll have a great year in vietnam too...i'm so fortunate to have the opportunities that i do...i know that. but from this end of a year...it's a long year ahead...

BUT, i have one week left and i am going to make the best of my time and not dwell on what's to come. heck, i haven't done a stitch of work for the upcoming year of grade 5...but that's ok i'm told....one week at a time!