bizarro world

i have a friend. who is MISSING.
i haven't talked about it much...well i mean i have talked about the fact that she is missing with many people. but i haven't REALLY talked about it. i have a pit in my stomach. it's always there for her. i can't believe it. i can't believe that she would leave her baby. i can't believe that in 2010 someone can just DISAPPEAR. it doesn't happen.
she has been missing since july 18. sunday, july 18, 2010. where is she?? why is this happening?? her sister is one of my dearest friends. one of the most kind and wonderful and hilarious people i have met. ever. she is wonderful. and she doesn't need this. she doesn't deserve this. i think i can hear her heart breaking from here. she loves her sister so much. so many people love and respect her sister so much. it hurts me to think about what her family is going through right now.


i wish i could do something for them. for her. they are all the way in newfoundland. and i know there is nothing i could do even if i were there. but i could hug my friend. and cry with her. and laugh with her. and sit and wait with her. and talk about how much this really just SUCKS. and swear. and laugh. and cry some more.

stuff like this isn't supposed to happen. not to someone you know. and not to someone you love. it's not supposed to happen. it's like bizarro world. where everything is backwards and all mixed up...say a prayer for my friend. even if you don't usually pray...let's all pray for her and her family. they need all the support they can get.