why tell me this now.

previously, i tried to so hard to get things back together.

and now that i've gave up entirely on it.

you're telling me this.

thou, i've to admit i feel happy about it.

i never foresee this coming.

but im afraid of getting hurt once again by you; uncertainty and fear.

im confused and at times guilty.

i dont know what to do.

hmmmmmm........