nerves.

you'd think after all the time i have spent traveling in the past few years  that i would be over the travel anxiety.  but i'm not.  every time i go somewhere i get all nervous and have a sore tummy and i can't sleep before.  it's ridiculous.  i have been through this a million times!  hopefully i can get a few minutes of sleep in the next two hours and then i'm off.  and hopefully i'll sleep on the flight. 
kelly always tells me not to worry cause there is nothing i can do and worrying won't help anything.  and i know he's right.  but i can't help it.  i'm just a worrier.  it's what i do.  i don't even know what i'm worrying about!!  i'm weird.  i know.